may 17th, 2020 - thought about it.
realized that was crazy.
may 28th, 2020 - thought again.
this also was crazy.
june 5th, 2020 - then again.
you loved me very, very hard this day.
june 19th, 2020 - thought harder.
you kept loving me even though i wasn't getting any better.
june 30th, 2020 - it was frequent.
still felt crazy though. too fast.
july 10th, 2020 - i need a date.
fuck it, i don't care anymore.
july 11th, 2020 - six months.
it's such an even number. like, half a year. nice.
july 12th, 2020 - told leilani.
july 13th, 2020 - bought a ring.
tbh the other emo one u said u liked was ugly as fuck. this one fits u better. leilani agreed.
july 14th, 2020 - im finally asking.
ciara .. be my goth gf but 4ever?